Adik menCARUT!

Kedatangan ke Birm disambut dgn tangan terbuka oleh budak Law 1 dan budak Law 2 yg sgt merindui kau. Padahal tidak lebih 24 jam kau berpisah dgn diorg. Jarak Birm dgn Coventry yg sekangkang kera pon tlah memotivatedkan diri kau utk dtg Birm. Sesampai di Birm, budak Law 1 telah mengajak kau dan mmber kau(bdk accounting) utk ke Coventry road. Jangan confused! Coventry road bkn brmkna kau berada di Coventry semula. Bleh bayangkan x? Queensland yg spatutnya dia Australia pon ad kat sini. Dalam kata laen, bila kau ad kat UK nie mcm kau ad kat semua negara. Cuma Lorong Hj Taib mmg xde kat sini, sbb maknyah2 mmg x suka beroperasi kat negara 4 musim. Nnt x nmpak plak susuk tubuh klu diorg beroperasi dlm musin sejuk sbb dok pkai sweater 24 jam.

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Di Coventry road, bdk law 1 bawak kau makan kat kedai ap ntah, yg kau x igt nama dia. Tp ad satu kedai mmg kau msti igt nama dia, Al-forno. Ala2 porno mmg sng kau nk igt! Astaghfirullah! Geleng2 kepala.

Part yg best kat Coventry road nie bla kau ditahan seorg bdk perempuan mntk kau duit 50pence sbb dia nk beli food. Haaa! mencarut kau sbb balik2 kau jek kena serang ngan org mntak sedekah nie. Ad cop Bank Negara ke kat dahi kau? Asal mntk duit jek msti kau yg kna! Terpinga2 kau nk bg duit ke x, sbb kau ad duit 10pound. Cmne die nk bg balance lg 9.50pound klu dia nk 50pence jek. Kwan2 kau yg lg 3 org nie hati pejal sket! Diorg dok hirau jek bdk tu, tp kau yg msih terpinga2. Ahh! trpksa lah kau pon bt muka topeng syaitan sket blah jek. Tp2...ad konversasi yg best dlm scene tu td....

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"can I have 50 pence to buy some food"

"no thanks!" sumpah budak law 1.

"you say no thanks for some food?" bdk tu balas balik...."please give me 50 pence" mntk lg bdk nih!

"bye2" carut budak law 2.

"ow, so you're such a GAY to say bye2 for a food" hambik kau budak law 2 kna carut balik ngan bdk tu!

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memasang tekad kau xnk dtg lg Coventry road. Kuat mencarut diorg nih!

Mati Kutu

Bila dikurniakan kawan yg bercita2 nk jadi lawyer nie, mmg kna pndai2 la paham sendiri. Nama pon nak jadi lawyer yg keje berckp tiap2 masa. Tambah2 bila diorg nie bkas bdk debate, bahas mahupun pantun. Pok pek pok pek diorg nie tiap2 masa. Tp dalam pok pek pok pek diorg tu xde la bnda mngarut yg diorg cakap, cma kadang2 tersasar sket. Mana tak, klu dh jmpe kawan laen terkeluar la sket sifat kanak2 ribena. Macam kawan saya yg 2 org nie. Budak law 1 dan Budak law 2. Dua2 mmg sgt la banyak mulut, suka bercakap. Ad jek citer diorg nie, tp yg pasti best la.

Maka, dijadikan cerita, satu hari kami dijemput la makan malam kat rumah bekas pelajar STAR. Diorg pon bercuti kat London. Suruh makan, mmg laju la kitorg pegi kan. Tambah2 sedap plak tu. Bertambah2 pinggan nasi ditelan. Bila dh habis mencekik, cm bese la smbung borak2, macam2 citer yg keluar.Mostly yg buat kau mati kutu. Budak law, tambah2 minat politics. Mmg tula topik diorg dok borak! Yg kau nie, nganga sorg2 bt2 paham dgn terangguk2, tergeleng2. Utk lebih, selamat dr kelihatan sgt bodoh, maka guna la kau ayat "betul!". Tanda setuju. Setuju ap kau pon xtau.

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"Uncle klu, saya sebut nama org nie, saya nak uncle bg response. Saya nk dgr". " Nazri Aziz"

tambah budak law 1".

"Owh, uncle tak tau sgt..He's full of tricks..bla bla bla..."

"Uncle rase spe org paling layak jd Pm after Najib?"

"erm..*******"

"Hishamuddin??"

"???????"

"Sya rasa, kta x bleh slhkan kerajaan 100%, sbb sbg contoh klu dlm degree, kta score 72%, still 1st class lg. So, klu kerajaan tu perform only 72%, tp still ok nk dibandingkan dgn parti2 laen yg blom tntu score brpe".

"betul ap you cakap".

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terkebil2 mata, dgr dgn penuh bosan. Nasib la budak law 2, tidak terjebak di dalam perbincangan dia atas. Klu tidak mungkin smpai ke pagi kau terangguk2 dan tergeleng2 smbil ckap "betul!"

*thanks to Uncle Tamunif, Auntie Za, Thaqif, Taquiddin n adik bongsu! sedap makan malam tu!*

Kau pon sama!!!

Bapak seronok weiyh dpt lpak ngan mmber2 lma, tmbah2 klu diorg pon sma kpla bngong cm kau jgk. Bt lwak bodo cm mne pon kau ttp gelak sbb dh sah2 kau pon ala2 bodo cm diorg gak. Bkn nk kata korg bodo, tp bunyi lawak tu bosan n bodoh klu dngar bnyk2 kali. Bosan + Bodoh = bodo. Haih, yg kau pon sma x matang. Jln kat cerok mana pon tula keje kau, nyanyi lagu je keje. Weiyh kau! Suara x sdap la. Mau taufan salji klu kau nyanyi lama2. Hati gelak2 puas sbb kutuk diri sndri. Bab bt lawak bodo tu, haih... Mmg x matang la. Mntang2 la kau kat negeri org, kau jerit kuat cmne pon bkn org pham. Terkinja2 kat tube station smbil gelak kuat haram pon org x kesah. Tp bgus jgk sbb korg tau nk cntrol bla nmpak pak cik/ makcik/ awek pakai tudung lalu. Sbb kau tau diorg paham. Nseb ad sket otak nk pkir malu. Bla dh gelak puas2, tbe2 igt plak hadis x bg gelak bnyk2, bleh keras hati. Haaa, lagaklah kau mcm org alim utk seminit. Lpas tu setan msuk blik dlm bdan maka mengilai lg kau. Yg pling best bla ad bhan nk bt lwk, mmg nseb la org tu. Wlau x knal spe diorg, ad kau n mmber2 kau kesah. Haa! Mati kau kna kutuk. Kau pon angguk jek gelak sma. X gelak mau diorg ckp kau x normal. Kadg2 kau sndri jd bahan diorg bt lwak. Redha je la sbb nk nmpk cool org kutuk2 kau. Klu kau melenting nnt mmber kau ungkit plak bla msa kau ktuk diorg. So redha jek kau dikutuk. Habes citer. Klu ko lwn jgk kutukan diorg tu, nnt ad la sorg mmber yg akn mngalah smbil ckp " yela... Ak je la yg..........". Maka kau pon geleng2 kpala sbb dh bosan dgr ayt org surrender. Yg pling best, bla kau introduce word p**d*k. Suma org kau nk ckp muka p**d*k. X psal2 dh jd word favorite time bt lwak bodo. Bab* ngan anjing tu dh mcm pelengkap kata dh. Siap bt lgu bab* lg sbb sejuk sgt kowt. Ngok ngok bunyi korg bt. Hmpir sebiji. Klu kau rse insaf, nnt kau sndri tau nk geleng2 kpala. Tp bla setan bnyk sgt, kau pon join sama. Ngok ngok! Siap puji mmber sbb bunyi diorg lg sdap. Tula rutin korg tiap mse, smpai la korg tido. Senyap la kejap. Esok smbung lg, sbb yakin sgt roh akn msuk dlm jasad balik. Cba pkir klu ajal dh nk smpai. Mau korg x tido bca zikir. Yg kwan sorg nie sweet la sgt, slalu update awek dia... Fuh! Ayat romntik punyew! Lmbut jek ckp, tp kau kat bwh dh meremang bulu roma sbb x than dgr. Tp psal mmber nk bahagia ko dduk la bwh duvet smbil pekakkan telinga. Klu x bleh jgk, kau psang la lagu maher zain kuat2 n dgr gna earphone. No offense ^^.

@ TRaiN

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excited giler dtg London berkapasitikan niat utk jmpe Sir Putra ngan shopping. Belasah la naek train pndai2 sndiri brpandukan tube map di iphone. Dlu survive sbb senior yg bwk. Tp lupa plak ad kat London, bla nak naek train maen redah aje nk msuk. Padahal rmai lg nk kluar. Nah!! Ambik kau kna stare tajam punya ngan mat salleh sorg dr luar tgkap tube. Msti dia nmpak cop kat muka ak, "saya anak MALAYSIA". Sorry r brother! Gua bajet nie lrt...

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Pnat giler jln2 kat London, so pantang la nmpk kerusi kosg dlm tube, mmg ak punye la. Smpai plak kat station yg rmai pulak org nk naek, maka masuklah sefamily yg kecoh giler. Strt ngan mak dia yg jerit2 sruh org msuk lg. Pastu bebel2 dpn ak. Ad ak kesah! Yg pnting ak dduk. Ank dia sorg lelaki ngan sorg pompuan. Yg laki2 bajet hebat sbb marah adik pmpuan dia brdiri tnpa pegang tiang. " I'm pro! You cannot" adik dia bt muka. Maka train pon cm bese r brhnti kat next station. Pap! Si abg nk trgolek tp seb baek smpt pgang tiang. Huh!! Ambik kau! Pro sgt!

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Bla train dh kosg lega la skit. Hmmm... Kat dpn ak ad 2 mamat Pakistan ke bangla ke x pasti. Diorg bork2 gna bhasa ap xtau. Jgn kutuk ak sudah. Tiba2 sorg mamat nie buka spec dia pastu guna bt korek telinga. Woi! Siot pengotor!!! Lap kat glove plak tu. Kwn dia bt xtau jek. Haih... Sumpah pengotor!

Value of 5 cents...

When we were staying at Venice, the owner of the house that we live in gave us some coins. By looks, it's not the usual Euro coins, it has no value on face, but actually carried a value of 1 Euro. The coins can be only use at his own small shop, guard by the CCTV, the vending machines shop! He gave us the coins to buy coffee or any drinks or even snacks if we like to. On the last night at Venice, as usual we dropped by at the shop to buy some drinks. Actually we wanted to use all the coins given to us. At the same time, there's one Italian girl inside the shop. She looks like searching a snack to buy, then we just stay behind. Once, she looked at us and turns back to the vending machines. She seems very blur at that time. Maybe she don't know what to buy. After a while she turns to us back and asking a question fully in Italian. Erk?? We were looking at her with a blur face. We ask her whether she can speak English. She tried so hard to explain to us that she actually do not have enough coins to buy a snack, 60 cents chocolate. We only figured out when she point at the amount of the coins that she has already put in, 55 cents. Then she opened her palm and there're 4 cents left. Then, she asked if we got another 1 cent or a 5 cents coin, by her body language. Yorke said he has no coins left, and KN pretending that he has no coins. Then I opened my wallet and there's only the coins that the owner gave us. I tried to give her the coin but she refused because as I said, the coins doesn't look like usual Euro coins. I tried to explain, but she can't really understand. Finally she bought a 30 cents snack which is actually a plain biscuits. I felt so sorry to her as I can't explain about the coins. When she left the shop, I was thinking why not I bought the chocolate that she wanted to buy and give it to her, as I still got 4 extra coins. As I laid on the bed that night, I can't really sleep , because I kept on seeing her face in my mind. I felt really2 upset as I can't help her. And I just don't know why my heart can be easily touched.

the coins, with no value on face..

the snack she wanted to buy - no 30

snack she bought - no 39

Cerita si Mat Salleh!

*Oleh kerana paparan kali ini ditujukan khas untuk mat2 dan minah2 salleh kat Warwick nie, jadi kena la pkai bahasa melayu sepenuhnye. Kecuali WARWICK! sbb xtau nk memelayukannye.

Pertama kali masuk kuliah, muka cuak kan! oooooo!!! muka sekor2 cam gempak. Mata biru, otak warna ape x tau...lg satu yg pelik fenomena kat sini, ssah nk teka umur diorg...sekor2 cam umr 22 tahun ke atas...tp org kata diorg ad yg lg muda dr ak....wooooo.... bapak muka diorg cepat tua! ya2!! dalam kuliah mula la mengumpat, sbb diorg x paham kan! naseb kau la xnk belajor bhs melayu!dalam minggu ke-3 cmtu, bapak kecewa bila tau ad klas kecik2 yg kna pecah ngan populasi melayu....smpai bila nk hidup klu nk dduk ngan melayu jek ye dak? bila masuk kelas....eeeeerrrrr....nk tny nama diorg pon cuak....ye r!! umur ad yg muda, tp ukuran badan mak oiii cm bapak org...mau kna penampar! haha.....dduk jela diam2 wat hal sendiri...kesudahnye smpai sekarang pon xtau nama diorg... lantaklah! ad aku kesah!

Yg nk citer nye kat sini, klu klas yg kena bg2 pandangan nie mmg gagal la ak kan! tula! dulu mse umur setahun mak suruh baca *the star* xnk! bapak menakutkan dpt parents yg lahir2 kna bca surat khabar! klu bahasa melayu xpe, nie trus2 nk inggeris jek! maka matilah ak, sepnjg kelas doa2 jgn la si cikgu kat depan nie target ak sruh bg buah fikiran....mau ak x dtg kelas dh mggu dpan...nsebla xde cikgu yg cmtu..klu x mau mati gantung diri...(smbil lagu latar belakang give me some sunshine, give me some rain, give me another chance....)....bila sruh merapu pandai, bg pandangan mula bt muka 1 penny! tp2....... diorg nie xde la hebat semuanye.... klu klas2 yg kna bt keje rumah nie, kemungkinan diorg gagal tu tggi r...ad sekali tu minah salleh tny cmni, "awak buat x keje rumah mggu nie"... ak pon jwb la, "buat!"...bg dia cuak sket! "ahhhh...awak semua bt!" dia balas balik....ak pon bt muka 1 pound lak...mahal seket! yg seronoknye, bila diorg jeling2 jawapan korg smbil bajet korg x perasan.... ak pon alih la tgn bg diorg tgk...cm korg bt la slalu... tgn gaya cm maen2 rmbut, mata nuh tegak kat jawapan... naseb la kau, jwapan ak btol ke x tiru je la!

nway, ad jgk bdk yg ak knal ok dlm klas ak! siap tkar2 no tel lg! bajet klu nk bincg ap2 la.... tu pon bnda yg menakutkan! sbb xtau nk carut ap kat diorg......yg pasti kat tesco bnyak daging babi tgh offer!

READ!! Judge on me!

I wasn't sure how can I define people as my best friends.

If I was closed to you, it doesn't me we are best friend.

And its mean the same too me, I'm not your best friends.

How should I know you classified me as your best friend?

The was no answer, because its only you who knew it.

If you're one of my best friends,

I promise you my sincerity of being your friends.

If you're my best friends,

I promise your my eyes to take care of you,

What you do wrong, I'll let you know.

What's your problems, I'll let my ears to hear you.

What you can't do, I'll lend my hand to help you.

When you have something sad, I'll try to cheer you up.

When you faced something bad, I'll down into that.

If you're my best friend!

I hope you realised that!

Looks by Your Heart!

Praise to Allah! I'm so grateful to be a MUSLIM.

As I know to whom I suppose to say thanks!

As MUSLIM, I knew who created such a beautiful creations.

and again THANK YOU ALLAH!

Grrrrrrr!!!~

*nak merepek dalam bahasa melayu jap...

harini dok menggelabah sbb x siap lg kerja rumah QAM1*, sbb smlm mmg blurrrr gila ngan soalan,

walaupun org ckp stats tu sng, tp tibe2 rase susah (simptom malas). Lalu snap picture jawapan org yg dh abes kelas, dan salin cara berhemah**. Salin dlm library kat prayer hall Warwick. Dduk sebelah seorang jejaka yg perlu dirahsiakan identitinya. Khusyuk dia maen laptop, macbook! (clue ke nie?)...warna putih..(tmbah lg clue)....smbil khusyuk2 maen laptop, smpat gak dia makan sesuatu yg ad dlm cawan, guna sudu! ak yg tgh fokus salin jawapan nie rase nak la sgt sepak dia laju2! dh la bunyi sudu bersentuhan dgn cawan tu cukup menyakitkan hati (bkn sbb lapar), bila dia suap makanan dalam mulut, dia guna gigi utk tarik makanan tu. Paham ke? bunyi mengilukan..nk tau ap tu ngilu, g ambik dua btg sudu, pastu laga2...tau la ko nnt ap tu ngilu...bkn mengilukan sahaja, malah sgt "annoying" sbb dlm tu mmg sunyi dan jelas bunyi tu + ad minah mne ntah dok borak2 ngan jejaka... arghhhh! lg la rase nk bg penampar..

Amaran :

klu makan guna sudu, jgn la trik makanan tu gna gigi...cba la try, cnfirm ak bt muka! muka rse nk sepak korg laju2.... guna bibir ke lidah ke bleh x!!!

*QAM1 -quantitative analysis for management 1

** salin cara berhemah - before salin baca soalan dulu, pastu bt2 pikir jawapan dan tinkk! ad dh jawapan

To Do List~

Early target :

1. Degree > First Class Degree with Honour.

2. English > Improve my english language skills by communicating with local students! Speak with British essence. "sure!"

3. Culture > Learn about the culture of people from various country. Try to adapt the British way of life.

4. Friends > Meet new friends and be friendly with other people, especially from Europe, Middle-East, America. Not just from Asia and MALAYSIA.

5. Food > Try to learn to eat local food. English food. Spaghetti, sandwich, fries. Less "Nasi". Its good to miss Malaysian food!

6. Weather > Enjoy the 4 seasons! Snow in Winter! Beautiful flowers during Spring! Autumn breeze! Bikini in summer??

End Of Term 1 :

1. Degree > "Can you consider 2nd class upper??" Too lazy to do the assigments! sigh...

2. English > Mengumpat mat salleh dalam bas best wooo!!! bukan dia paham!!!! (Jahanam english skills).

3. Culture > Join "joget" for MNight. Pray 5 times a day!(Must do ok!). Party?? Astaghfirullah!!

4. Friends > In every lecture there's Malays territory! Sit in between Puteri Ameera and Shahida Tomiran. Next day, Nur'ain Farhanah and Izali. KN always skip! Local students? "I tgk you, you tgk I".....

5. Food > "I'm so crazy for karipap!!! roti canai!!!! Every Tuesday and Thursday, you better faster! Abg Fuad beb jual food!!!

6. Weather > Winter- Grrrrrr.......sit in front of heater! (mulut carut2...), Autumn- Everyday wear sweater! No fashion! Spring- Malaysia got beautiful flowers too what? Summer- "Please come to me!!! "

Carut~XxXx

Sunday is a day of Homework! After woke up very late in the morning, took a quick bath as it too cold here right now, do laundry, clean up my lovely room and starts with the homework. I just can't resist myself from looking at facebook in between doing my homework! That's bad! Suddenly.....

Shut you F***ing bla bla bla!!!!!

you're F***ing bla bla bla!!!

*Jiran sebelah carut2 kat anak dia!!! bapak dia jerit cm nk terkeluar anak tekak !!! I just continue with my stuff.

"Macam mana dengan aku??"

I try my best not to even think about this for now, since my degree is still my priority. But, its kind of instinct I guess for a man to think about it, marriage! Owh I'm writing this is not because my status for now have been change to "in a relationship". But as I said before, its a kind of instinct for a normal man. In the age of 19, I think its isn't possible for a guy to marry a woman not like 30 or 40 years back in the era of our mom and dad. Now is the era of globalization. It seems everyone care more about careers, collect money, having fun and etc. What I would like to point out here is that marriage has now turns into some kind of phenomena. Where if we like to discuss it in terms of economies, marriage has now become one of the luxury. Why am I saying this? Yeah, its simply because from what I've seen in youtube and people around me, everybody seems struggling to have most expensive and exclusive event for their ONLY marriage. For a man, it might be only or you can score a full house either. Hotel, fresh flowers, 7 dresses, catering, 3 days 3 nights event, honeymoon. Lists of things need to be think of. And of course it cost huge amount of money. The thing is, for now its not just the event itself must be grand and special but the "mas kahwin" and "duit hantaran" also need to be high! From what I've heard, if she qualified any degrees then it would not be less than 10,000MYR. Even if she got any certificate than we need to have at least 8,000MYR. That's only the basic costs excluded the goody bags costs, "mak andam" costs, and etc. I think for a really simple wedding, it might cost you more or less 25,000MYR. Now you'll start thinking, "yeah, I should save some amount of money for my wedding". But for some people, for the sake of love, you're willing to take loans and suffering monthly payment. That things are real for now. Maybe from what I've explained is only from the sight of low income people, but not for a guy which came from a richer family. They might have no problems with all this stuff since they have family that can support them. Its totally not wrong to have such a grand wedding as it might be the ONLY and often occur once in a life time. I just like to point out that marriage is now has turn into a kind of dilemma for certain people in certain class. And for that reason, I'm still single and looking for a girl who not only seek for wealth, but they care more about sincerity. I can't promise such a luxurious wedding but I hope one day I'll find true person and I'll promise her all my love. (Jiwang siket!) Till now I have this in my mind,"Macam mana dengan aku?"

"And one of His signs is that he created mates for you from yourselves that

you may find rest in them, and He put between you love and compassion; most

surely there are signs in this for a people who reflect". (Ar-Rum :21)

The Other Side of a Coin~

Sometimes we can't easily put our judgement on things that we can only see. There might be something that actually good or might be beneficial behind the worse. Even though the appearance of something or somebody are not as good as what you expect, but it doesn't mean that they're bad. Just to put a simple example in the story below:

One day, a woman was doing a big clean-up in her house and her kids were helping. As one of her son rummaged through the boxes and bags suddenly he came across a knotted handkerchief with an old dark brown coin nestled inside. Then he said " can I play this with my cash register?" She took a look at the coin and immediately transported to another time back to 1991. " You can play with other coins but not with this one" she replied. This coin means a lot to me as it can't be compared with its monetary value.

Back in 1991, she spent about 5 months in an African country. Ravaged by a sandstorms and blistering heat. There are many things that she found very difficult to deal with, especially with all the beggars. Street urchins were continuously thrust their hands into your face asking for money. " cadeau! cadeau! (gift). After she finished her nursing there, she was moving out with her friend to a land of Burkina Faso. Its much better there, and even the coke taste better. Arriving there by a taxi, she began to unload their luggage. She brought one big luggage with a small day pack. Out of the darkness in the night, a motorcycle with two men approached slowly to them. Without any warning, one of the men grabbed her day pack and were out of sight, swallowed by the night.

The bag contains all her passport, money, traveller's cheques, airline tickets. She was in a big trouble as the nearest Australian consulate was in Ethiopia. She endured interrogations by the authorities with thinly veiled frustration. All she wanted was to leave that hellhole. One day she was walking along the street in Burkina Faso and an old woman was approaching with her hand into her face asking for cadeau! cadeau! "I'd had enough. I was sick and tire of this country, its poverty, corruptions, its thieves, heat an dust" she said to the old woman. "I have no money A thief stole all my money and now I can't get out of here. I can't give you anything". The old woman look at her face attentively and pondered her words. Then her face crumpled into a toothless grins as she reached into the folds of her dress.

"Then I'll give you cadeau" she said. Kindly she placed an old, dark brown into her palm. It was a minuscule amount of money but for this old woman it represented a meal. She felt the shame of affluence and the humility of charity. She had given me a disproportionate to anything that I had ever donated. "In the midst of her poverty, she was able to give me something priceless. With one small token, she turned her perceptions upside down.

taken from Reader's Digest -Cathay Watson.

WordS are SwordS

Life full of controversions. What are we seeing, what are we hearing and what are we talking sometimes noticeable. Perhaps we are actually realize, but tend to ignore it. Why? Its bring you happiness. Somehow the happiness drive you to do it again and again. When its come to what we saw and hear, it might be acceptable in a way that sometimes people's mind was blinded by positive thinking. But, how when it come to WORDS? Do you actually know, "words" sometimes hurts? Words are shaper than Swords! I do reflect myself, not just writing to condemn on people who are "bad mouths". Sincerely, sometimes what are we saying can actually hurts someone's feeling directly or even indirectly. I do agree with quote that saying " paku dulang paku serpih, kata orang dia lebih". I don't want to be such a hypocrite person, who only knows to say bad things about people, but as I said I'm writing this as a way to remind myself too. As human we're subject to take care of each other. When people are saying wrong, then approach them and tell them that its wrong. And I do really hope, other people might do the same to me. Its a kind of win win situation. Just to give some views, please don't even think that, if someone being condemn and yet they seems to have no reactions on you means that they are okay. You're actually promoting hates! Yeah its true at the early phase everything seems alright and it might be the best joke ever ! But please open your eyes, do understand that you're hurting their feelings! When I think about it, sometimes makes me felt so sad. I do imagine how it feels when others are talking bad about you, makes you as a source of jokes! The more we laugh, the more we hurt them. I do sincerely, want to ask for an apology from all that I knew. I might direct or indirectly hurts your feeling. Lets us remind ourselves to take care of what we do and we say. We might forget that our sins with Allah can be forgive by Allah Himself, but not the sins among us. Oh Allah, its my pleasure to thank You for reminding me and I would pleased that you always remind me. Oh Allah, give me your guidance and protect me from all evils. Protect me from all kind of slanders.

No sword bites so fiercly as an evil tongue.
Sir Philip Sidney

This is life~

Being a student oversea, life full of new experiences. How you tackle the life, it's depend on what you expect the life to be here. What is more important is actually the way you behave as Muslim. No matter what you face and where you have to be, do remember to practice Islam in the right way. It's you to lead your mind, and never make it vice versa.

Warwick is very nice place to be! Seriously! I'm not being sarcastic! I love the place, the people, the town. Maybe I'm the one who like to live in peace, no hectic life would be the best! Campus was small, reachable by footsteps, not as Leicester neither Nottingham! sorry if I'm wrong! A lot of Malaysian mostly doing TESL. What an advantages! A lot of open houses, programs, the way to live as family!

One and a half month being at Warwick, there're so many things happened. Diversity makes your life very colourful and ChEErFulL! Chance to watch " ijab and kabul" at Warwick prayer hall, was really unexpected! What a really great experience, meet your mate here and bonded together by marriage.

Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) said, "A woman is normally sought as a wife for her wealth, beauty, nobility, or religiousness (adherence to Islam), but choose a religious woman and you will prosper. " (Muslim)

Being far away from family, never let me down to celebrate Eid-ul Adha. Maybe they're not your own flesh and blood, but indirectly they're your family here! Together we performed "takbir raya" and celebrated the day! No " rendang" and "ketupat" but the memories lies in your heart!

Despite of all the happiness, some of us might be in sadness! Be strong my brother, Syafiq Rasidi, who has lost his beloved father on the day we celebrate Eid-ul Adha. Who can ever guess but He know better than us. There might no other words to describe our love, but His love is greater than us. Al-Fatihah, and we always pray that your father will be in peace and live in a better place. InsyAllah!

T_T

malam akhir di MALAYSIA

sebelum berangkat ke

United Kingdom~

(T_T)

I WISH I COULD TELL THIS TO YOU

Everyone should have a friend like you You are so much fun to be with And you are such a good person You crack me up with laughter And touch my heart with your kindness You have a wonderful ability To know when to offer advice And when to sit in quiet support Time after time You've come to my rescue And brightend so many Of my routine days And time after time I've realized how fortunate I am that my life includes you I really do believe that Everybody should have a friend like you But so far it looks like You are one of a kind!

Kek COKLAT!

The Making of KEtupAT~

wAh...DaH nAk RaYa RuPaNyA....

tHe mAkInG oF kEtUpAt~

bersepah x?

antara yg dh siap..

gmbar bawah nie ketupat bawang namanya!

nie plak ketupat pasar!

yg 2 ketul comel nie namanya ketupat satay!

haha..yg nie, rejected!!!!

RAMADHAN : Ada Orang~

Bila nak masuk Ramadhan,

ade org ucap syukur, " Alhamdulillah!!! sempat lagi bertemu Ramadhan"

ade org endah x endah, " Ramadhan..puasa je la, apa lagi"

ade org gembira, " Yeay!!! dapat beli bnyak kuih kat bazaar"

ade org mengeluh, " Aduh!! mesti letih keje time puasa nie"

ade org terkesima, " Eh? rase baru je tiga empat bln lepas puasa"

ade org takut, " Alamak!! x ganti lagi puasa t'tggal yg dulu"

ade org sedih, " Teringat bersahur dgn arwah ayah dulu..T_T "

Bila dah masuk Ramadhan,

ade org terus bersyukur, " Seronoknye dpt jemaah tarawikh, Alhamdulillah"

ade org tetap ambil x endah, " Ala...Tarawikh tu sunat je! "

ade org masih bergembira, " Yeay!! Ayah beli ayam golek utk buka!!"

ade org setia mengeluh, " Aduh!!! tgk rncangan masak nie bt lapar je la"

ade org kekal terkesima, " Dah masuk 20 hari puasa..x rase pon kan?"

ade org semakin takut, " Zakat tahun lepas ak x byar lagi!!!"

ade org yg x henti bersedih, " Sayunye hati, Ramadhan dh hampir pergi...adakah ckup amalanku?"

Bila dah habis Ramadhan,

ade org kekal bersyukur, " Alhamdulillah, tamat dah sbln puasa, harap2 thn depan dpt jmpe Ramadhan lagi.."

ade org terus bt x endah, " Alah...puasa yang tggal tu klu smpat nnt ak ganti la!"

ade org yg sgt gembira, " Hoooray!!! baju baru, kasut baru, kereta baru!!!"

ade org mengeluh lagi, " Habis pokai ak, igt bln puasa bleh jimat!! nie lg bnyk

abes duit...zakat lagi..."

ade org yg mmg asyik terkesima, " Ermmm? dh bayr ke belum zakat nih?"

ade org yg menggigil takut, " Macam mane klu rumah ak kna serang ngan bdk2 raya nnt...

kuih abes, duit pon abes nk kna bg diorg!!"

ade org yg teresak2 kesedihan, " Maaf ye!! x dpt nak beli brg2 baru utk raya thn nie..

kita x mmpu utk hidup mewah..."

DI MANAKAH TAHAP PERASAAN ANDA? FIKIR2KAN LAH~

~RAMADHAN ITU BULAN IBADAH~

BADmINtON mALaysIA : BaDi JGK ke???

kejohanan badminton dunia di paris

yg berakhir malam ini cukup memberi inspirasi utk aku

kembali menulis di blog ini ~

Seawal jam 7 lebih channel 811 telah di"on"

perlawanan malam ini, amatlah bosannnye akibat

dominasi CHINA yg membolot semua kategori bermula dgn

beregu campurannya....

alahai!!! sampai bila mahu kita biarkan....

maka di MALAYSIA heboh dgn berita

kejayaan KOO KEN KIAT dan TAN BOON HEONG,

memasuki final beregu lelaki, telah awal lagi

mencanang harapan di stesen TV,

menyatakan hasrat utk menamatkan kemarau kejuaraan..

spt biasa, itulah tag line nye!!

tambahan pula, sambutan kemerdekaan, yg bakal dtg 2 hari lagi,

maka jadilah tajuk berita, yg beregu MALAYSIA itu akan

memberikan hadiah awal kepada kemerdekaan negara..

kononnya!!!

set pertama : bermula garang!!! nampak mmg mereka brsungguh2

utk mmbwa hadiah kemerdekaan..menang!!!

set kedua : alahai!! mula nampak goyah, akibat terlalu

ghairahkan kemenangan set pertama, lupa yg mereka

masih perlukan lagi kemenangan...hampa!!!

set ketiga : erm...hati mula mencarut, mulut mula memaki!!!!

malu sungguh dgn prestasi yg semakin teruk!!!

ketinggalan jauh di belakang semakin mengesahkan BADI akan terus melanda!!!

dan mmg betul!!! MALAYSIA KALAH!!!

KONKLUSINYA : HAMPA DAN SAYA DAH BUANG MASA!!!

al-Kisah Amatur~

ptg ini, spt biasa ke kelas memandu...

bosannye mnggu van yg tidak mncul2 dr td!!! ini la janji..

disuruh tggu pukul 1, tp 1.30 tgh hari bru smpai...

sdh la puasa, panas pulak...klu x mau nak tibai teh ais secawan..

.....................................................................................................................

akhirnya muncul la van yg dtggu2 tu..

dlmnya ad pemandu, dan seorg yg berbadan XXL serta dua mamat

yg aku pon x tgk muka diorg....

boooooom!!!!!abg XXL ttup pntu van, nasib la x tggal....

brother kat blakang nie (VA DAN VI), fuh!!! psng lagu pnye la kuat!!

mcm dia sorg je ad phone...lagu suma jiwang2 kapak punyer!!!! (versi dafi)..

dh mcm dlm box karaoke dh aku nie..

trpksa la ak dgr si VA nyanyi...suara bleh la stakat nk dpt pngkah awal2 dr PIERS..

aku tau kwn dia si VI tu pon trpksa dgr gak!!! cma mlas nk brterus terang

sbb takut rumah disimbah cat merah plak nnt..

klu dikutuk lebih2 kang mau kna penumbuk sebiji....

yg best nye, si VA nie, tahap konfiden dia tggi btul!!!

wlau suara x sdap, tp nyanyi jgk la kuat2..hafal suma baris kata tu!!!

kalau ak yg jd pemandu, dh lama ak brek emergency bg tercampak si VA nie kedepan..

mati terjolok tombol gear!! hati dh panas jek..

smpai satu tahap, VA nie tiba2 salah lirik...kuat gak tu...HAHAHAHAHA!!!

gelak dlm hati je la...kang ak plak yg kene balun...

si VI msti gelak2 smbil garu bulu ketiak!!!

tiba2 tukar genre lagu, psang plak lagu si BIEBER...part verse senyap je la..

x tau nak mencarut ap...bila chorus baru la..BABY, BABY, BABY OWW!!!!

p:s pada VI, sbar2 jela layan VA tu.....klu dh x thn sgt jerit je kat dia VAVI!!!!

T_T

I'm Not GOOD!

enough said..

Dilema Dalam Debaran~

dalam ketidaksedaran yg melampau, rupanya dh masuk pon bln 8,

hinggakan x perasan pon mana perginya bulan 7....

bulan ini, bulan kemerdekaan!!! bulan RAMADHAN, alhamdulillah!!!

dan juga bulan segala jawapan...jawapan kpd penantian pelajar2 yg mnduduki A-level...

tggal beberapa hari lagi je akan terjawab segala teka-teki yg sugguh menDEBARkan...

dalam segala DEBARan yang dirasai itu, terselit sekelumit rasa DILEMA dlm diri ini..

oh tidak!!! wujudkah kekuatan dlm diri ini utk mnghadapi apa jua yg bakal aku dapat..

ahhhh!!! pernah aku menangis bila result AS -level diumumkan dulu..hampa!!

DILEMA ini yg aku rasakan sekali lg....sugguh perit menghadapi kenyataan tika itu..

hmm...hnya mmpu utk ak berharap ianya TIDAK akan hadir lg buat kali ini..

insyAllah dgn izin yang Maha Kuasa..

kisah kertas terakhir!!

tidak sabar rasanye nk tamatkan peperangan ini....

cepat lah!!! dh x bleh tahan nk tgk org laen dh enjoy tgk movie!!!

"rase cm nk jwb sekarang jek" walhal diri blum pon bersedia...

malam hari sebelum peperiksaan, "aduh!!! apsal x bleh nk tidur nie..." rungut sendirian..

sakit giler!!! perut memulas2 mcm kna cucuk2...AFIQ ANUAR sedang

khusyuk tgk Winter Sonata..

bdk kiasu!! skrg bru nk tgk citer tu... "lantaklah!! yg pasti mmg tgh sakit giler!!!"

kisah sakit perut tu memanjang la smpai ke hari paper last tu...

Allah je la yang tahu, mcm mne rase sakit yg melampau!!!

motifnya cuma nk bgtau yang aku mmg x study paper econs P3...

mmg redha sepenuhnya sbb rse sakit yg trAMAT sgt...GASTRIC!!

inilah DILEMA yg paling besar bg aku...mampukah ak score??

aku bknlah sehebat FANG YEN!!! sepower ILI HAKIMA...aduh!!!

sugguh DILEMA~

The Only Way~

PIECES OF MEMORIES

Short but Yet UnFORGETTABLE

CREDIT TO :

FARID NAZER, IMRULQAYS (aka bwg merah), AQLILI, IDZNI

we got the chance balik sama2 ke KYUEM..

wlaupun trpksa meriba thekss naek teksi!!

special thanks to:

ZULIKHWAN. ZAMRI, ASHEE, ALMAZ, SHIKIN, NAIM, ANATI

tq teman kitorg dinner mlm first aritu...

n thank jugak sbb korg jerit2...

terasa mcm diva la plak!!!

tq gak kat zuli blnja kitorg!!

HARINN

tumpang tido mlm first, n tlg dptkan permission nk dduk chalet..

berborak2 seperti dulu..

AFIQ ANUAR, JUDO, ADIN, CHAQ donut, CAMP, AID, SHUK, SAKIR, CK

dpt ak borak ngan korunk lagi lepas sbln lebih kita x jumpe..

walaupun afiq anuar ttp kiasu ngan further maths,

APEK, ECAH, FIRA, MALIN, GANETRONS

enjoy kat evening with garnet korg..

wlaupun x msuk pon haunted house yg korg buat

x brape nk sihat...tp mmg enjoy!!

AGAIN : ZAMRI, JUDO, SAKIR, NIK RUSYDAN, ASHEE, ANATI, ALMAZ, SHIKIN

HANNAN, ASRI, DIN, ACAP

maen volley sama2 n meriahkan balik volleyball court tu...

tq gak kat junior yg dtg maen sama2..sorry x igt nama..

ati yg mcm org giler kira score...

almaz yg bergaya dgn baju tidurnya...

ashee yg dptkan 1 point, hilangkan lebih dr 25 point...

shikin yg x bt ape2 konon nj jga gojesnye...

yg laen, mcm dh karat skill...haha..

THOUSANDS OF THANKS to

PN HALIJAH n MR AZMAN

dpt tmpang kat bungalow utk 4 hari yg sgguh menggembirakan...

n dpt peluang utk masak

seriously mmg enjoy dpt kembali ke KY...

WOHOOOOO...

sorry klu trlupa nk mention nama..

korg mmg BEST FRIENDS!!

Muslim Overseas Camp 2010

maka tamatlah MOC 2010 dgn jayanya pd hari isnin yg lepas..

berbnyaklah trima kasihnya pd suma senior yg sudi

berkongsi cerita dan pengalaman sbg pedoman..

alhamdulillah...

maka kpd junior2 sekalian, jemputlah dtg ke MOC 2011

dgn harapan kita juga dpt berkongsi

coretan pengalaman yg sama..

semoga dgn izin Allah, kita akan lebih bersedia utk

menghadapi segala cabaran dan dugaan di rantau orang...

Cerita " PELIK"

"eeeeeiii, PELIKnye!!!!"

"takutnye!!!"

ternganga mulut bila dgr diorg ckp cmtu..

hati mula mnggaru2 trtanya2,,,

apekah???

pelik ke?? wat lawak pon pelik ke???

x psal2 konfius ngan identiti diri..

bila log in fb..

"hye si pelik!!!", "hye si aneh!!!"

akhirnya kePELIKkan tu mjdi identiti kpd rakan2 di MSU...

ANDA??

saya

seorang pendengar yang setia..

masalah, idea, cerita, luahan, rahsia..

ckap apa saja..

boleh kita berkongsi bersama...

ttp..

sudikah anda mendengar isi hati saya??

sudikah mnjadi tempat utk saya bercerita??

atau..

hanya dipekakkan sahaja telinga...

dibutakan sahaja mata..

dibisukan sahaja mulut tidak berbicara..

ditulikan sahaja minda.~

^_^

kadangkala,

apa yang kita abaikan, siakan, pinggirkan, tinggalkan, ketepikan

itulah sebenarnya yang terbaik dan teristimewa

buat kita....

maka, di pengakhiran sesuatu itu

janganlah disesali apa yang disisih suatu ketika dahulu..

mungkin pengakhiran itu, membawa kepada suatu permulaan

yang lebih indah dari apa yang kita jangkakan...

(^_^)!!!

FiKiR SeJeNaK

Pada aku, kau adalah salah seoranng teman rapat (best friend) bagiku...

tetapi..

pada masa yang sama, aku hanya teman sekadar rakan yang kau kenali

hanya namanya, umurnya,

dan ini membuatkan aku untuk berfikir...

berfikir sejenak~

GRaDuaSi KHaYaLaN

this award doesn't mean that i can fly...

hanya kepada Allah aku berserah atas segala usaha yang telah aku curahkan..

kepada Allah jualah aku bertawakkal..

AWeSOME

I don't want to leave all my best and AWESOME

friends at KYUEM

but

how AWESOME that I got the chance to know more

AWESOME people like you!!!

credit to :

Raja, Azril, Jian Ming, Nishyo, Kelvin, Hanin, Shareen,

Jasmynn, Ain, Fiza, Shalani, KN, Haziq, Midi, Adri, Atikah, Shazwan

fellow KYUEM-ians:

Haq, Assif, Aishah, Uya, Ili, Husna, Mira, Amy,

Kai Ye, Aimi, Lisa, Kash, Queen, Wawa,

Topek, Iss

special thanks to :

Kak Rafidah, Kak Nang, Kak Niza, Kak Yati

Amar, Taka, Shiela

you guys is just AWESOME!!!

Cerita Tentang Kahwin!!!

biasala,,bla tba je msim cuti, bnyk jek jmputan kahwin...

pak teh la, mak ngah la, jiran sblah rumah atok la......

klu nk diikut setiap mggu mmg x pnah yg kosong...

ade je jmputan ntah dr mane2 plosok dunia....

tau2...'jom!!! sedara pak ngah sebelah atok pak su khwinkan anak dia..."

ntah sape2 la...ikut je la bntot mak ayah....pdahal ntah spe2 kita pon x knal...

cmtu la lumrah....ade jmputan kne dtg....nnt tkut bla kita yg buat jmputan,

sepatah haram (peribahasa..btol ke??) xde org dtg klu kita x pegi...

tp yg nk ckp nye psal trend nk khwin zmn skrg...mak oiiiii!!!

klu tny mas kahwin...fuh...pny la nk cntik no...RM 3333.33....

dh mcm pkai feng shui dh...pstu tnya lak duit hntaran....hah...AMBIK KO!!!

RM 88888.88...sekali nk jual anak da!!!!klu keje ko posmen, kutip smpah...(bkn niat mghina)....

mmg smpai gigi berterabur satu2 pon x khwin la jwbnye,....

nie lg satu trend yg x phm dibuatnya klu nk pkir...

klu dulu, tu la telur sebijik balut ngan tisu pintal2...ckup la nk bg kat tetamu..

tp skrg...tuh ha...beg goodie yg besar dia bg...bleh wat isi telekung kat dlm...

klu dulu, tu la kad jemputan kertas A4 warna-warni tu...pon dh kira MELETOP!!!!

tp skrg, erm...kad jmputan msti berbalut, klu bleh nk berbalut dua tiga kali siap be'reben'...

klu dulu, bunga telur tu la yg rm0.50 sebtg...pon dh kira mahal...

tp skrg, bunga telur msti yg ade kristal,..."xde trend la mak pkai yg 50 sen, kta anak pmpuan"

klu dulu, potong pulut kuning nk ambk berkat kahwin...

tp skrg, msti kek 3 4 tingkat...atas msti ade ptung tgh berpeluk...hah!!! romantis katanya...

klu dlu, pelamin tu asal x pkai kain langsir rumah sndiri dh kira ok la!!!ltak bnga2 sket!!!

tp skrg, hah, kerusi mesti klahkan kerusi Agong!!! warna nk yg exclusive...bunga mesti ros merah segar!!!

pastu suka2 hati jek cerai berai...dh mcm main2 lak khwin nie...

main tkar2 laki, tkar2 bini....tgk2 tkar sma2 kawan jek!!! ape kejadah...

sekadar pndangan~